Missing Ally!

Tuesday Last week I had a breakdown. I had gotten a call from CareMinders asking me if I could take care of a lady for 8 hours. I said ok. I really have a hard time with long shifts. I get really stressed out. I feel like I am not doing the right things. I then thought of Ally. I started to cry. I wouldn't be working if she was still hear. I wouldn't have to do the long shifts. If she was hear things would be much better. Oh how I miss her. I don't know if I am going in the right direction. I don't know if I am doing the right things. Things were so much easier with her hear. I knew what I was doing. Where I was headed. Now I don't know anything.