Monday, December 12, 2011

Want A For Sure Answer

I have been very worried about losing Gracie. I know that I am probably crazy. She is perfectly normal. Hasn't had any real sicknesses besides colds. I pray every night that she will be watched over and that she won't die. I wish I had a for sure answer that she wouldn't die until I am dead and gone. Last night I was incredibly scared about this. I must have checked her !0 times. I wish I was more sure that God would not take her away from me. I really truly thing that if Gracie passed away that would be the end of me. I didn't think I would have to go through it twice. So God if Gracie goes take me too.

1 comment:

  1. Hello Melanie,

    I found your blog a little while ago, and enjoy reading about all your girls. In particular Allyson. Your angel, Allyson, and my little angel, Mattiaus, have a similar story in that they earned their wings much later that other CDH babies (as you know with you first angel, Evie). My Mattiaus passed at 11.5 months, and it was unexpected. Yes, he was on oxygen but was doing well. Miss him a lot! I am happy to read about Gracie, you are very blessed :)

    Wishing you a blessed 2012, full of health, happiness & love.

    Momma to angel Mattiaus